ImaHugYou

It says to me: I am a NOISE. I am a SOUND. I am a HIT. I am a SLAP. I say to it: You are an ANNOYANCE. You are a BULLY. You are an ABUSER. You are a FEIND. I am tied to you. You are tied to me. We are forever bound, Through eternity.

Stop looking at me, Before I give you a death glare! I hate how you people, always stop and stare. I cannot help, What it is I am doing. It is not me, But my neurological demon. When I yelp, stutter, and squeal, Your eyes are drawn to me. Please avert your eyes! Are you trying to embarass me?

Gum chewing, Pencil tapping, Loud teachers talking. Chit-chatter, Speakers blaring, Students about and walking. Videos playing, Textbook reading, Round-of-aplause clapping. These are the noises that you find, In school, The place of learning.

Hitting, shreiking, screaming. The symptoms never depleting. Im possessed by a demon. In my own personal hell. It goes on and on, And Im afraid it will never be gone. Im forever trapped in agony, Fighting against myself. Do not look, and feel bad, For the peace I never had. Please keep your pity. It cant help me at all.